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holiday blues

2006-06-26T02:07:00.000-07:00

tommorow is school. glad to have an extra day of holiday... sian everytime the day b4 school its like a very depressing feeling . and i start to appreciate the little things around me. (; like the i get to laze in bed arnd for and extra half hour without feeling streesed out.this morning i was awoken by the lights outside my bedroom. On a usual school morning, i would be awaken by my maid opening the room door and i would look at the faint light from the window at the top of my room and groan to myself. The next moment bright lights fill the room and i pry my heavy eyelids open. The immediate feeling is one of depression -_- not because i have to drag myself out of bed. i simply don't know why that sickening feeling crawls all over my mind. I don't get this when i have to wake up early on sunday mornings to get ready for church , or when i wake up early to go for my adventure quest hikes on saturdays , even when i wake up early to catch a flight on a holiday with my family. This feeling is one of depresion -_- it onli happens on the night before school and it usually takes 1 or 2 weeks for me to get over this feeling to tell myself THE HOLIDAY IS OVER! time to get down to work! On the night before school starts, i start thinking of all the wonderfull things i did during the holiday. For this holiday it was the late nights i spent studying for the common tests and yea.. it really woke me up ! this common test was the latest nights i had spent studying not because i had lots of stuff to cover! sure i did but i did'nt study hard enough sigh.. Then i thought about when the common tests had ended! those days without a care! going out with friends enjoying every minute of that fellowship and stuff.. And malaysian montarch. Ahh.. staying in the resort playing poker cards with friends on the bus. Those endless hours of bridge. i think of the good times. And then i think of my Boys Brigade expidtion. The first one i have ever had. Scaling the jungles and forests, braving the leech bites. Water rafting ! my first time. Exploring the great lime stone caves, i still remeber the pitch darkness and silence i felt when in there. Most of all, i enjoyed my friends and the fellowship we had together. Usually we don't have time to do this during our busy school days ! sigh.. Then i come back to reality. I slip into slumber land . I wake up the next morning. And i go to school. I come back and i feel as if it is still the holidays. ACtually i enjoy school, i don't even know why i fear it. i love that feelings of satisfaction after a long day of slogging and hard work. And ahh..i guess its just all about getting into the feeling again! i had to blog about this ! so many thoughts on my mind.

T _T

2006-05-11T02:28:00.000-07:00

here i am posting after abt 1000 years. i juz want to slap myself for doing so badly +( me no more elaborate

holiday rox

2005-09-09T20:07:00.000-07:00

aiyo.. so long nver blog liao my blog iz so deadz .. lol ! aniwae jus had an electrifying match of dota with fellow bb'ians last thursday oh man tat rocked ma sox!. such a close match la .. was dam balanced. won the first match =D tat wuz becuase i teamed with geri. =)
i was usin akasha got a skadi , aegis, aghnim yea... and my kill death ratio wuz like 35 - 3 ? haha =D.. 3 time godlike !! tat rocked .. second game we lsot =( was usin sven even though i didnt play particularly bad .. lol we had a bloddy feeder ... tat freakin dragon knight.. feedding like a pom pom ... lol i got my terrrasque quite fast .. too bad the enemy was fed too much .. we had two nubs .. ya now i going to train somemore dota !! hols over muz stop it .. exam rrrrrrrrrrawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

eH?

2005-07-02T03:16:00.001-07:00

eH sian i have bben indulging in too much warcraft i havent blogged for ages liao . sighs duno even whther ma blog works animore.. everythings so screwed

eH ?

2005-07-02T03:16:00.000-07:00

aI eeEEEEeeeeee

2005-06-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

ahh long itme no update my blogs liaos ... nuthin to write my life is so boring i want to kill myself.. killing myself more funthen doing nothing rite..

eEEeeEe...

2005-06-14T03:34:00.000-07:00

O.O

2005-05-29T01:14:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhh last nights dinner was nice a pity i had a flu so cound'nt enkoy it as much as the others... -.- -.- -.- ... sighxxxxx.... holiday homework still bugging me -.- ... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yay getting anew phone for my birthdae =)))) ... beaming with delight -.- ~!!!!!

aAHAHAHA sick

2005-05-27T23:29:00.000-07:00

lol ! getting sick ... ahhhh just went for my BB marathon this morning i won a medal !!!! for doing nothing ahahahhahahahahah ............... -.- yay my birthdae cuming !! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
lol

hOLidAe cOminG !!..!.!>!>!>

2005-05-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

wAh hols coming yayx !!!!!! slack slack slack man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lit class whole dae watch movie onli linked to stereotyping... lolx ... .. its a dAm SIck movie lar... show all thoes disgusting thingies.... r21 blur.. -.- yayxxx 1st june my birthdae!! Happy Birthday To myself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol l ame..

chocolate

2005-05-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

chocolate rox ma sox

holidae

2005-05-22T17:47:00.000-07:00

ahh ll.. jus came back form malaysia 1 an a half daes of hols... had to cut it short because yesterday was my grandmother's 70'th birthdae ... im portant one loh.. ahhh havenyt done finish my homework yet ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh streess xia imn wallowing in guilt havent studies the past 4 daaes ... =(((

founders' dae !!

2005-05-20T04:00:00.000-07:00

todae slack man founders dae !! noooo school only in the afternoob for 2 hrs no lessons at all tt rocks man!!! went out to watch starwars episode 3 lol... quite nice la .. im begginning to get damn slack man guess im just so sick of doing work after exams got assignments b4 exams got tests , study ahhhhhhhhhhh cant wait for june hols... need to mug liao ...

_-= dotz =-_

2005-05-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

todae is a sick old sickly stupidly stupid dae ... got saboed by my stupid fren again ... tt asshole always pushes his luck man .... made me so pised off i almost killed him luckily my classmate restrain me if not we will be attending his wake tonight ...

..._-= dotz .. =-_

2005-05-18T23:28:00.000-07:00

siCk Old dAes

2005-05-18T05:00:00.000-07:00

todAe anothEr sian dae la all school daes are boring my ife is so boring -.- noting fun todae my CCA dam slack la shiok shiok ^^ lol lame... nothing much to write aniwae.. ma classmate freaked out todae.. lolx .. my class monitor is freaked out tomoro oso ..

y OwcH

2005-05-17T00:47:00.000-07:00

tOdae ah.. slack dae got CLE and R.E. lol slaack subject ... todae i passed my 2.4 run !!!!!!!! DIDNT EXPECT TO PASS IT ANIWAES.. lol passed it bai 2 secs -.- thank god !!

mOndAy bLues

2005-05-16T05:08:00.000-07:00

lols... mondaes always suck .. have ta stay back till 6:30 andd tt suks .. so much work ..dotz ... cant play warcraft n if i don i will die ... tts why im dying now .. stupid hey maths thingy cant even work on ma comp -.- .. sighz.. =.=

blUe Orange

2005-05-14T23:54:00.000-07:00

todAy another bOring dae.. dotz. lol all my daes seem 2 b boring rite... ya actually dei are . -. - wake up go churchi n e mornin =.= go eat lunch come home.. boring ritual -.- nuthin much and of course the most exciting thing tt i get to do is plae dOta .. mayb u dunno wat is tt aniwae -.

bOring ..

2005-05-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

tOdae bOring . ->_<- wAke up sO early Go for wAlk-a-jogathon waste time one.. then rain wah sian lIAo la ... gO tHere 1/2 hr thEn gO back in the rain liao dotz.

sIan

2005-05-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

todae sian sian sian .. stay back for house carnival ... went home early :) ... tomoro gotto go stupid ORA thingy sighz.. -.-

tHe truth is always pain

2005-05-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

bennet is a fat boi :).. thats one of them .. sighxz common test screw liao .. :s